Sunday, June 18, 2006

My Testimonials for my frenz

Wat i truly felt when i think of my frenz........In my words for one last time bfr i leave hyd.......(The order is random according to the time i wrote....from latest to oldest)


Nagarjun:
Nagarjun anabade ee vyakthi ni kalise mundu leeka matlaade mundu moodu vishayalani meeru gamaninchaali:1)Meeru Visleshanaatmaka(Analytical)mariyu Taarkikamaina(Logical) Heetuvaadam(reasoning) lo siddahastula??...Aiethey vakay...leekapoothey eeyanaki dooram ga undandi.....2)Meeku Peetala Pulusu(Crab soup) ante istamaaa??....aiethey eeyanaki dooram ga undandi...leekapothey vakay....3)Noppincha kunda Oppinchhatam(Convince) mariyu Kangaarupettadam(Confuse) ane rendu padaalaki Vyatyaasam telusaa meeku....aiethey vakay...leekapoothey meeru chikullo paddatte....Jokullo Cakule kaakundaa Maekulu kooda visire Mahapurusudu eeyana!!!Lookulu palu kaakulu ga koosina sare eeyana Shookulu maanaru(:D)Ee prapamcham lo eeyanaki unnayyi inka chalaa vookulu!!Aakhari kaani kaadu attyalpamu(last but not least)....A Great Person to have a Conversation with!!!


Nagarjun:(One more)
well well well......wat can i write abt this guy who was nothin bfr but suddenly everything to me now!!!!......if there is one person who can think abt himself n othrs simultaneously...it has to be him(the only i know till now)......hmmmm....there is so much to write abt him n mostly us.....but tough to know from where to start.....very cool headed.....thinks sensibly n mind u very rationally too.....puts in his heart n soul in anything he commits himself too....love him for tht.....completely mad abt anyhthin in life n wants to do everythin he can,at one go......always jumping n in high spirits.....he looks too cute when he smiles n too bad when he frowns(even if he is doin it for fun)....thre were days when we spoke abt tv ads for hours n days when we sang songs for hours together....n believe me he sings petty well when it comes to romantic songs!!![;)].....for those of u who havent seen the carin side of him will be amazed to see it......to be continued....



Harika:
This one goes for my soul mate...who has come al the way from pluto for me[:)]....A true frend n we jus click off so well....cant imagine i found her in a dirty college like OU....she shud have been in stanford....koncham ekkuvayyindi kadoo....A sweetheart at helping frends...bein it kickstartin shru's zing or getting petrol from bunk when da zing stops[:P]....Jus kidding....I jus cant tel u how much i wish i met her bfr coz i can then flaunt abt a long term frendship with this amazing girl....Getting nostalgic abt leaving al my frends n this one in particular....coz i wont have ne one to tease abt her slow paced snail talking....her strict n stringent diet plans.....N to the unknown....she is a great dancer.....Hari will miss u ae...Love ya...


Harika:(One more)
hi hari....hmmmm i m plannin to write somethin nice abt u...if B is brainless n C is clever then....B+iC is the complex harikaa...in short the clever part of her is imaginary....just kiddin da...ur the best in everythin u do...except cookin...i cant lie abt that one...all those who r lookin out for someone who can listen to u...approach her....n belive me she will give u the most bedazzllenin solns for which u can never make out the head or tail...n i m not kiddin this time...osey hari...i dint write this testi out of love or courtesy...i want u to write a good for me tooo...


Vamsi:
To start off with…he is a very close pal from school….can say that he is a genius…actually an evil genius….there r only 2 things he wants in life…money n girls….money is mandatory…..can do anythin to get those…..but somewhere down the line he is an emotional fellow,candid n above board abt all n sundry…an utterly over confident fellow……has an extra ordinary talent of makin insipid n inane run of the mill stories sound extremely interestin with his rhetoric skills…an incensed person…but never saw him loose his temper on me……compunction is out of his dictionary…….that’s it man…hope I gave u a run for ur vocab prep....he likes adding masala to stories....speaking shit....n bringing out laughs from it....A total "Give up from changing him" category kinda guy....Ryt now jus tryin out to reach the world beyond guys n i wish him the best[:)].....will miss those stupid jokes n dirty laughs we had with u[:)]


Raju:
My "best best best"(say it the way raju does) frend from school....he he he....cool le...one of my close frends from school....n i stil rem those long stories he used to narrate for hours without getting tired n make them sound very interesting to me...tht college trip of his took four hours to explain[:)]...A great dancer im proud of bein a frend to.....its jus great fun to hang arnd with him even if we have no work or plan to be executed.....Finally A great frend i wud miss when im gone from hyd!!!


Sudeepthi:
Hey Suddi...surprised to hear from me....To the unknown she is the one fredn i spent my most of the school life with....those long walks to school..tht pani puri near ramnagar gundu[:)]....al those stupid n inane discussions n stories we shared....everythin is jus too memeorable to be forgotten....we had the best of times n worst of times....but wat the heck, she still has her placed reserved in my closest frends....finally her dream is coming true n i wish her al the best for her masters.....Jus one last word...Suddi life is very pleasant n great ae....jus be happy n enjoy every moment like thr is no tomorrow....Im sure u wud[:)]....Love ya


Priyanka:
Hi pri...wrote such a big testimonial for you n then donut error[:(]....starting al over again....A through professional in craking PJ's n me bein an ardent fan n follwer of those....No one can hear just One[:)]Thr is a certain pri attitude n style tht can never go wrong....be it commenting on my blogs or arriving at places n events....The PST(Priyanak Standard Time runs two hrs late than the IST)....learnt many lessons waiting for her at movie halls...malls n parks..."If u planned a mornin show n goin with pri...take tickets for matinee"[:)]Jokes apart....A heart thinker n follower....A throughly emotional n sentimental girl on our block....Beautiful n Pretty....In n Out....Jus tht she is too thin...Hope she becomes FAT in america....Pri,i still rem a day when u came over when i was low(second yr mein)n we spoke for a long while n i even rem telling u tht u made my day n i feel lot better after talkign to u[:)]....Always thr for frenz n those discussions we made[:)]....Love ya....Muaaahhhh


Priyanka:(One more)
Hi pri….i wish I was the first to write ur testi…never mind….better second than never…..well all u ppl out there…she is a bundle of jokes which need lot of intellect to understand….n I m proud to say that I understand her jokes ….n I m an ardent fan of her timin n sense of humour….loves music…a very very lazy person who doesn’t give a damn abt doin things for others….geee that was a good point to make….r the panel ppl watchin me make such good n valid points…..hey I almost forgot…she is maundlin n mawkish to the core….hey was that supposed to be used as a noun or adj…I think both r fine…watsoever….n plz pri…write a good testi for me….only facts r NOT be disclosed in my case….bye



Smitha:
well well well......my sweetest sister-in-law she is!!!......always supportin me only when i don go against her brother....one of my best frend n the most active one accordin to me......we both get along really well wit our stupid inane jokes n i believe its god's gift to her!!!......she can be completely sensible n mad at the same time......great fun to be wit her.....has some stupid unnecessary habits like correctin every word tht goes wrong in her chat etc etc......watever it is......luv her for wat she exactly is.....a complete peoples person......cant do witout ppl around her.....osssseeeyyyy maddy!!! hope we make it to the same insti re.....i really hope....take care.......


Smitha:(One more)
hi smitha...well to tell abt u in a few words is difficult but ur the most wonderful person i have met till now....i can just talk abt anythin under the sun with u....ur taste...be it clothes or anythin is so different....the wierd sense of humour which u have is worth mentionin...cant think of anythin but u imitatin my deeds n mannerisms.....also our those kinda jokes....thats the best part of ur frendship.....thats all for now....wrote a lot....bye....


Anirudh:
well honey bee(thats wat he is called in our circle)..it will take me a lifetime to tell abt u..but in short he is one of the most intelligent guyz i have seen..a very close pal since school days..always thre for u when u need him the most..listens to ur bakwaas patiently but not good at givin advice..don ever argue with him on anythin...he will see to that he wins it....he mite change ur whole opinion on it as well..as far as girls r concerned...gets despo sometimes but doesnt actually move even an inch beyond that despoism....a hard core rebel when it comes to marriage...don know why he detests marriage so much...ani...u will get the best in life coz u deserve it....be it ur career...job...or girl...there it goes...too much of eulogy for u....tho u don deserve it....btw he is a great rock music fan..a casio player(once upon a time).....weird dessin sense(i cant forgive u for wat u wrote in my testimonial abt dressin sense)...also in ur company(which u start)...i wil do the advertisin part..free of cost...


Shipra:
Hi shipra….well a testi for a person like u will be very interestin coz not many ppl know u well……she is the so called silent girl in our group….to be frank….she is….speaks sensible things most of the times…..loves cookin….the only person(apart from me) who gives a lot of importance to cleanliness n neatness(redundancy used to stress the intensity)….very clear n focussed abt her career n future plans….well that was too much for u shippie…..dint criticize u anywhere…..that’s a record for me……well hope u succeed in all ur future endeavours….bye


Shruthi:
Hi shru….its my privilege to write ur first testi…well to b frank…ur the most carin frend I ever had….u looked after me like ur child(ok that was too much but true) in hostel days….well when I look back…u have been a great frend thru all my bad times(tho I never had many)….i wish evreyone doesn’t have a frend like u coz I m very selfish….that’s too much of eulogy for u….well guyz n girls out there….if u wanna get teased to the core with mess boys…traffic police…bus drivers…n with any god damn creature on this earth plz approach her…..she will find a link between u n that creature….also if u wanna see a lot of senti stuff happenin in ur frendship…plz feel freee to approach her coz she is too sentimental(10% senti….90%mental)….k that’s enough badla I have taken for all those idiotic n meaninless teasins u used to do…bye

Monday, May 01, 2006

A Love Story

Once upon a time there lived a girl n a guy.They had their own short love story.Cant write abt the whole story now.But wanted to tel wat i know abt them n her in particular n wanted to show my support to her.For the full story refer a blog written by harika for them at http://k-harika.blogspot.com.

Now my version of story.I knew they really loved each other.She was my close frend.He wasnt.Got to know him thru her in a while.Nice guy.I always thought both of them wud be very happy with each other.N the whole idea of break ups sent shivers down my spine.How can ppl take it? How wud they handle it? How can one give up on a person they really wanted to share their whole life with? But like its said.Its true.U have to break up when things get out of hand.But my whole idea of love n realtionships is different.If u like a guy think ahead.U cant go ahead jus thinkin i like this guy n this mite be love.Know ur priorities n ur parents priorities too if they matter to u.Can u get them to a decent level with the guy are abt to go ahead with.N then go ahead.U mite feel its not true love or real love if its involving so much of future thoughts n settlement details.But i wud say, if ur really sure tht this is the guy, the one with whom u want to spend the rest of ur life with, u wud very well think ahead bfr getting into a realtionship with him.I personally believe this wud save any couple from a lot of struggle n pain later on.N jus getting into a relationship knowing tht ur in love n taking up a painful break up later on doesnt work.Someimes even when ur totally sure abt the relationship n its future,things mite not go as u have planned.Then wat abt situation where u havent planned or even given a thought.Ppl are afraid to break up.Instead they wud prefer not to see and accept reality n finally end up in pain.N thankfully the recent frend of mine doesnt have a BF who is blaming her now.but wats the use.All is said n done.I jus hope they wud be fine n someday in life feel tht it was gud tht they broke up.N to al those who thought loving is the only thing u have to do to make things work,im very sorry.Its not just tht.U have grow as an individual n if u cant love urself even after bein in love,its better u give it up.Jus tellin my opinion.No pun intended.Watever it is.Life must go on n time wil heal things.Lots of love to the sweet frend of mine who had the guts to listen to her mind n not her heart.And plz dont be selfish in love i.e being with the person even when u know this wudnt work.Ur jus deceiving urslef if u definitely know the other person wudnt be happy with u n stil go ahead with it just coz u cant leave him.I know sometimes this strategy works very well.Coz time heals n u feel better.But for things ur very sure of not changing n not becoming better,U better accept them the way they are rather than crib abt it.Ok may be im being highy opinated.But this is al for now.

Tuesday, April 04, 2006

Why did i start Bloggin??

Go thru this:
2nd jan,Sunday,2005:
This is the worst thing that ever happened to me.my whole diary got deleted.that too in a mysterious way.i dint expect this to happen at all.that too in the startin of the new year.my sister says she dint do it.then who did it.my brother came the other day to check somethin.may be he opened.but why will they try to delete my diary?by mistake it got deleted.some one opened my diary on purpose n when they were tryin to read it,they accidentally pressed somethin that deleted most of the document.Not almost, it deleted everythin.

I started writin diary on sep 4th 2003 n have been writin since then.suddenly now the whole year’s memories r wiped off,that too in a single go.I just hate this.i poured so many of my emotions into it n now everythin dissappeared.My year started very very badly.Is this an indication that my whole year will be bad n very very depressin.or in a positive sense,its an indication to start a new year wipin out the old memories.But I m in no mood to take it in a positive sense.I havin been cryin for the past half an hour.I always regarded my diary as my best friend.now its no more there.I poured out all my emotions in it.In a way its not lifeless for me.its my best best frend n now,i feel like one of my closest frend died.why did this happen with me?why mee?I just hope this is the only bad thing in store for me in this year.I still hope my whole document returns back.But I know that its not at all possible.This is very very unfair god.After inter I never asked u for anythin.But now I wanna ask u for just one thing.Please bring my whole diary back.Pleaseeee.Leave it.I m too depressed ryt now.My diary where I cherished all my sweet memories is now all gone.Me leaving.Bye.

thts in short wat happened when i tried openin my diary(in my comp) to write abt the new yr celebrations on jan2,2005.....n i never bothered to have an archive or back up file for it....."jab kuch bura hota hai toh nothin can stop it from happenein"......may be the back up wud have been deleted as well......n it was somethin very emotional for me......only ppl who write diary regularly can know wat im talking abt......many ppl suggested tht i shift to blogs then.....but i wudnt have poured out al my emotions thr....so kept postponin it....then i finally realised tht bloggin isint a bad option to write abt opnions and abt general stuff.......yet again i find it very childish and kiddish to cry when my diary was almost gone...only very few pages survived the blow.....he he he...yet again i started writing it n even now once in a while i keep writing my deepest thoughts n feelings in it......coz Diary is one great frend who wud never question why u did it...wat made u feel or how cud u do it?....it jus listens n listens n listens......

One amazin reason why i started writing diary was to let out my grudge n anger on ppl.......whenever i was blown out of anger on someone....i used to go n write it in my diary n titti titti pette danni...diary lo vallani......n in a few mins after writing....my anger wud fly away......i wud be smiling fooslishly as to why did i have to be so angry n stuff.......n then im quite normal n even go back n talk to them.....splly my dad.....when we had difference of opinions...i used to defend myslef in my diary n then feel happy......n i always believed this wud save lotsa pain n struggle....pakkana valla moha meeda koopam lo unnappudu enno anaalanipistundi......kaani it really spoils the whole realtion atleast for a while n wat is said cant be erased.......even after apologies....so ila cheste both sides happy ani naaa feeling le.....so ala ala diray rastoo one fine day...I started Bloggin.......

I dunno if it made ne diff to u ppl to read this doc....But im lot happier now.....N who cares if u don like this blog....This is my blog n i liked it...Anthey!!!

Tuesday, March 28, 2006

Love-Wat Exactly is it???!!!

Love Love Love!!! i have heard enuf abt wat love is from every second person i knew......but today here i wud wanna put forth Love as perceived by me when i look at few frends of mine........
Startin from school......

Sravanthi:Mutual respect and trust on each other and a strict No-No for any intimate relationships until marriage.......If its true it waits patiently........

Pavani:Love is being urself......lettin out ur happiness sadness anger and sharing it with a spl person in this world.......n trust in her sense was to believe him completely.......

Sudeepthi:Love is not always abt happiness.......Love is Sacrifice......n marriage doesnt have to be the end of any successful love affair.......

Archana:Love is al abt loving a Reddy Guy :).......hope she wud forgive me for writing it this way........yet she believes family is equally imp to completely love ur patner........

Anirudh:Love is a pleasant and extraordinary feeling which doesnt happen to al n sundry.......Its great to fall in love unless the girl is a "burkhi"wali.......(this is for him n not generalised).........

Vamsi:Love is Shit......pure shit......n if u ask him more al he can say is "love is al abt getting as intimate as u can with her.......its jus a way of letting out ur energy".

Raju:Love is not goin against ur parents......atleast for him....he wudnt fall in love anyday coz his family wudnt spare him if he did..........

Rajsekhar:Love happens in movies n for ppl like him it really doesnt work out.......n he hasnt told abt a single crush which he ever cherished.....

Somnath:Love is al abt dating n goin out with girls......shudnt think too deep abt its effects......

Now time for my really close college frenz........

Shruthi:Love is in the air....nature n i love being loved by al......n love can be in any form between anyone.....a hard core follower of it......love u shruthi.....;).......

Smitha:Love is al abt strong crushes n not neglecting ur family's preferences when u like or have a strong crush on someone........

Priyanka:Love is not breaking ur parents heart.....neither is it breaking ur heart......but if u have a war between these two.......i like to see my parents happy rather than myslef coz they know wats best for me........

Harika:Love is frendship......Two frends can make great lovers.......n oh yeah she believes marriage isint the end of love....only Death.....harika baga cheppanaaa;)......

Shipra:Love is abt loving the one person in ur life whom u trust believe and can get along with.........be it loving ur husband after marriage or loving ur BF bfr marriage.....

Now Love according to one Really Spl Frend of mine who wudnt want to be named........

"Love is abt being exactly urself n not having to say sorry anyday.......Love is bein able to forgive n forget.......Love is to see ur sweetheart in other women if she isint arnd;)......i hope ppl are seeing......:)

Last but not the least how I perceive Love........
Love is al abt bein happy......being happier n bein happiest.....knowin more n more each day abt ur only one.....Love is abt surprises......the only thing tht shud matter is....."when ur happy with him are u sure it wud surpass al those low moments in ur life and remain ever cherished"....n yeah......Love is definitely not somethin tht we see in movies......few of them always an exception tho.......

Sunday, March 19, 2006

This is Life

Life is like this.......
i went to my cousin's marriage yesterday.......A girl cousin's marriage.......the girl cousin who is jus older to me.......al these things are much imp than the marriage to me.......clad in flowing zardosi sarees......me n my sis looked arnd for a dark corner n sat down....we dint want to be in ppl's sight.......but invariably......my atta(dad's sister) calls out to me......i see few ladies lil away from me.......i can visualise 'Start camera....Lights....Action' in my mind now...... n here comes the Action.......I put on the most Plastic n Elastic smile on my face n walk towards them......these auntie ladies ask me my name n wat im studyin.....well it doesnt end here.....their next question wud be"bagaa chaduvutavaa nuvvu?"(do u study well?)......."oh no...not really...im tryin my level best to flunk in al the subjects this sem n repeat al over again".......how much i wish i cud reply back like this......n then my atta takes over....."chala buddimanturaalu(well behaved)......chalaa baga chaduvutundi(studies well).......infosys lo job vachhesindi(she has a job at infy).......inka sambhandhaalu vetukamani valla nannaki cheppesaanu(i told her dad to serach matches for her).....meeru kooda teliste cheppandi(tell me if u know some matches)".....oh my god..it mite sound cliche but it happens...it happens al the time n this time much more vigorously coz im carryin the "Im Next in Line" tag now.........n the worst part of it bein tht we have to jus keep goin arnd to be in ppl sight......such a hell it is.....If u are thinkin tht this is the end of it....No its certainly not.......my own relatives now turn up to me sayin"aaaaa inka next nuvve ne....nee pelli ki kooda ilage chestam(ur the next one to get married...we will be doin al this for ur marrige too)"........well nobody here is bothered abt wat i want.......tho girls like me have been bold enuf to tell wat they want....it really doesnt make a diff to them......such a sick system it is......i respect the concern my ppl have for me...but they jus want girls like me to get married so soon....like girls are born n do graduation jus to get married......n i really dunno if its jus happiness tht they get out of it.......nevertheless.....I got used to it n not complainin abt it ne more......whenever i go to marriages......all i have to do is......"Start camera....Lights.......Action"

Wednesday, March 15, 2006

My First Post!!!!

Oh my god.....i always wondered if i cud ever start bloggin even tho i loved it coz im too lazy to do it......finally i knew i had to start with it someday n why not today.....coz today is a holy(holi) day!!!.......so this is al i have for my first blog.......more to come very soon.....